Today, the 4th of October 2009 marks two years since Dad passed away. It seems like an eternity ago. Another life time. To most this date is just another day but it will forever be one of my darkest days. I can't write any more without it being a sob fest so I shall end here. It is fair to say this should always serve as a reminder to get a move on to not procrastinate. I hope this would be the case. I started this blog at least, I've been meaning to for the past year. Today was the reminder to me. Get a move on.
Today, the 4th of October 2010 marks three years since Dad passed away. Last year I wanted to get a move on and not procrastinate. I think I've achieved that, somewhat, since then up until about middle of this year. At about the same time my contract got renewed the second time it seems to downhill from there. I was involved in less and less activities and just in general started losing motivation to do anything. I guess it has been the constant rejections from jobs and the fact I'm still in Whangarei. I didn't know it would take this long and it seems like I've wasted another year. Hopefully it won't be too much longer before I can move onwards or before I completely run out of motivation.
I'm just wondering who reads my blog. If you do, leave a comment. Thanks :)
04 October 2010
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I read it :)
ReplyDelete-Jess (n.t cert)
Every single entry :)
ReplyDeleteyes very frustrating but life has those moments.
ReplyDeleteI read! I care! :)
ReplyDeleteYou're doing OK, dude, it sounds like you need a new injection of enthusiasm/motivation -- who knows where it might comes from... but it'll happen
ReplyDeletewow that's awesome that you shared this personal story
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